Wednesday, March 10, 2010

What's wrong with not wanting any S C R U B S .?



Ok...so at first im like... "omg somebody else with another reality show" but when I looked at the trailer it actually looked okay. Floyd is on there...and It sort of reminds me of myself before I met my boyriend. My standards were sooo high I coldnt settle for less than perfect...BUT MY BOYFRIEND EATS PORK. Lol.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Why Not To Room With a Bully-SMH



Mannnn...I dont even have words for this here. Smh. I would have walked out too. Guess why he beat him up....FOR SOME OREOS!!!

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

House and Ellen



Hugh is soooo cool. He's from England.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Having a Life?...NOPE.

Ughhhhhhh I wake up this morning...feeling empty (womp womp). My car is totaled (FUCK!) and spring break starts this weekend. I mean, of course, I have my family. But my sibs go to school next week, and my parents run errands. Yes, it's cool to tag along....but whenever I am alone with my parents sometime during that day I'm going to get a lecture (ughhh). I'd rater stay home.

Boyfriend works during the week...and of couse, it's nott like I can see him when I want because I dont have the transportation to get to him. (grrrr) But beyond that...friends? Not likely. The few I have are either away at school, or too busy to consider a date or a bit of time for me. Sometimes theres just always an excuse. What am I to do?

I'm outgoing, to a certain extent..(yeah right)...ookay i'm shy to another extent....but even so...I cant just get new friends ya know? I can't just go find someone to hang out with. I can't trust most people...they always end up playing or crossing at some point...i'd just rather not try tht route anymore. I mean, don't get me wrong....if someone comes along...i'd give them a chance....but that chance is slim to none.

I suppose I am to go home, sit in my brothers' room (because it's not like I have my own) watch t.v... do a bit of studying... and continue on to being a loner. It just sucks because my boyfriend does his thing....goes out or whatever alone or with his friends...but for some odd reason the only time I hang out is with him. It gets irritating....very irritating. But hey....those are just adjustments I need to make eyyyy?